One Minute Later...

So, I decided that all this having no internet was totally worth the pure joy and excitement yesterday of getting to Skype on our birthday! It was sooo good to see you and talk and open presents together. Something funny happened after we talked that I wanted to tell you about. As you know I had a hard time hearing because I was outside- trucks, people, noises. I figured people could not hear us, maybe me, but not you. And as I told Muraiha, I did not even care if they heard me or thought I was strange I was just so happy to get to talk to you. But, I'll be if this man sitting across from me (10 feet?) didn't laugh when you said "may day" after spilling your water. I just smiled and continued my full attention toward you. I wasn't here for entertainment after all. I was talking to my twin sister on our 30th birthday who lives in Germany and I live in Florida and I was praying this would work and all. Well, after we got off I began to pack up my computer to head off to chart review. The man who had laughed starts a conversation...

Him: "You've got a built in webcam on there, huh?"
Me: "Yeah." Then to explain why I was Skyping in the middle of downtown I filled him in. "I have a twin sister and it's our birthday today and she lives in Germany."
Him: His mouth drops open... "No way! That's awesome! Well, happy birthday!!!"

Another man standing near.
Him: "Where in Germany?"
Me: "Kandern. It's in the Black Forest. I don't know too much of the geography over there, but that is where she is."
Him: With a slightly synical tone... "Oh, I do. I served my country for 37 months in Germany."
Me: "Wow, thank you for doing that."

The other man. "So, what are you now? 21...22?"
Me: With an amused smile- "No, older than that." I am packed up by now and gathering my things.
Him: "25?"
Me: I laughed. "Not telling:). Y'all have a good day."

Both men. They look surprised. "Thanks, you too and happy birthday!"

Goodness, don't people learn not to ask a lady how old she is these days? But, I am still beaming with joy to have gotten such a neat time with you on our birthday. Off to chart review and enjoy the rest of OUR birthday! And the dark chocolate you sent was AMAZING!

Lovely Days

My trip was a blessing. I mostly spent time with family, but got to see some others as well. Susie and I met at Nicholas's baseball practice Friday late afternoon and then we met Frederick at the Mexican resteraunt. Nicholas and I played some Mario at the house, then I went home.

I was so glad to be home, but I had such a strong sense of unrest. I was having a difficult time slowing down and passing on my burdens to the One who gives us peace. Here I was with so many things I wanted to do and people I wanted to see, not able to do it all on top of having been sick. All I wanted was some time to be quiet and rest. I had to laugh at my indecisiveness when Mom was leading a quiet day at her church. I decided to go and it was wonderful. The scripture from Isaiah- In repentance (returning) and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength. Just what I needed. Then, Susie and I rode out to Kiawah together for a beautiful long walk on the beach with Grace. Oh, spoiled rotten, I am! It was so good to be out there, to be together, and to enjoy such beauty. I can't wait to go again. And Grace was wearing the Camp St. Christopher shirt I gave her. Such a cutie.

The family was a treat. Steak and cupcakes- yum! I got a large cooking pot which I needed and some other nice gifts. St. Andrews was as powerful as ever- worship, teaching, prayer, fellowship. All wonderful. Andolini's with Mikayla. Nap. Back to Wadmalaw for supper with Frederick and family with a visit to Robert and Lindsay on the way. I wish I had gone to St. Michael's for the night service, but I didn't.

And to finish up my time, a wonderful long walk on the golf course. I got to talk out loud. It was good. Mom and I walked around the block before that, which was such a treat. It was good to see everyone. Good to be home. Glad to be back.

High Ropes

We get a lesson in healthy growing. It's about knowing our comfort zones and as we step out of it, it expands. Then, there is the area in our lives that is too far out of our comfort zone to attempt. It's got to be built upon for it to be safe. So, little by little we step out of our comfort zones until we realize it has grown fairly large.

Now, to the ropes! We walk into the woods. We partner up. We meet the team, learn the equipment, put it on, practice using our equipment on a ground course. We practice walking in it, falling, detaching and attaching the ropes, and walking on the tight rope. I already feel unfamiliar even on the ground... Off to the high ropes!

Sammy is my partner and she wants to go first. Up she goes! I cheer her on. Good job, Sammy... The first step is always the hardest... half way there... you're doing amazing... and she was. Everyone else is excited. I'm nervous. It is sooo high up. The girls all go. They do great. Now for my turn. Glad for all those deer stands I've climbed up into- good practice:). Up to the top. Feeling uncomfortable. I make it up. So high with such a small space. I tell the man "i'm so nervous." He tells me I can sit. No, thanks (doubtful I'd get back up). What do I do? I don't remember his answer, but I went forward. Once I made the first step I got the hang of it. Not so bad. He talked me through the first exchange at the pole. To the tight rope, to the log, the final tight rope, and almost done. But, the last step was a far stretch. I did not want to reach up to the hooks. After a minute of standing, looking at the pole with hesitation, the man slightly extended his hand and made a face that said, "want a hand?" I did not hesitate at all, but gladly took it and pulled myself onto the final platform. He adjusted my ropes for me, told me to wait as he worked on something. Then, he told me it was ready and that some people count to three. That is what I needed to hear. One, two, three... and off down the zipline!

Did I overcome my fear? Nope. I was as afraid as I was rockclimbing, getting stuck on the mountain in Montserrat, and getting near the edge when I go hiking. It was fun and I'm glad I did it. But, still a ways to go before that is in my comfort zone.